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From: mike.ed@mailcity.com
Date: 26 Jan 2000
Time: 06:40:46
Remote Name: j202-05.isd.glam.ac.uk
Fucking hell, this is really getting me down - there's no fucker here any time of any interest to me whatsoever... I even had a dream last night that I was one of the Tyson mob where I was the entertainment before he came on on Saturday, my dad even jumped into the sea to have a swim from inside of his changing room for Saturday night. I mean, have I been reduced to this? Is everyone ignoring me? What the fuck is going on here? 28/44 isn't drastically bad considering I didn't even vise but I know I could fucking walk this course if I really wanted - but I don't even know if I want to do it. In fact, I'd go as far as to say that I really shouldn't be doing it - it's pathetic.. people judge me and think I'm a geek because of what course I am doing - what has it all come to?